It's been a while....

Wow it has definitely been a while since I've wrote a blog lol....Been kind of crazy around here but great all at the same time. I recently just entered Hubby and I into a contest to get a free Photography session and so far we are winning! YaY! Hopefully it will stay that way! The husband was supposed to have off today but they decided to call him in for a pee test so he'll be there like all day so he might as well have gone to work! I just love how the military does that. We went and saw the New Transformers the other day and it was an AMAZING movie, as all the others were too. They have got to be by far my favorite movies, graphic wise. I really don't have much to blog about at the moment, and I really need to get cleaning so maybe I'll be back later to update about the contest! 

Later!

Jealousy

So completely frustrated right now!! I was laying here with my husband and oldest son in our living room and my husband reached over to give me a hug and my son did the same and my husband nudged my son and told him I'm trying to give mommy hugs right now so of course I said I can share my hugs and hug you both at the same time I don't have to split my time with the two of you. So what does my husband do throws a fit like a child and sits up and says no that's fine and has not said q word to me in about an hour! It's completely rediculous a 24 year old man jealous of a 4 year old! Are you serious!? He swears up and down he's not and can't believe I would say that but what other way am I supposed to take that. It was rediculous from the get go. Not to mention how does he know my son was just trying to hug me maybe he was just trying to have a group hug. I constantly feel like he pushes my son away! Don't get me wrong he is amazing with him when he wants to but everyday he comes home he send him to his room to play so he can spend time with me and I just don't understand why he can't share the time it's rediculous and gets upset when I go into my sons room to spend time with him. I really don't get it! UHG! Sometimes I feel like it's because he's not biologically his but he gets so mad if I say stuff like that but I really can't come up with any other reason why he would be this way!


Okay well I'm going to go make some lunch, I'm starving.

Exhausted...

So I haven't been on in a while mainly because of the fact that I haven't really physically sat down in front of a computer.
Now that I have, I have spent the last 2 hours editing my blog layout and everything. So now I am completely exhausted!

So here's to catch up...
Me and Hubby are doing GREAT after my last post I couldn't hold it in anymore and I finally opened my mouth. We had a minor argument about it nothing major but we both got our point across. He hasn't been sleeping as much as he had been. He's just been taking about an hour nap at the most when he gets home, and since then we've been doing a lot more fun things. He's helped me make dinner, gone to the store, and we've even been down to the pool quite a few times to take the boys swimming.

I have my oldest son Aiden for my three weeks before I have to exchange him back with his biological dad. He has been absolutely amazing! He's helped me out so much with his brother, whether it be feeding him if I'm busy or just laying with him to keep him occupied. I couldn't have asked for a better big brother for Robert. I'm just so sad that he's getting so big, and independent!

Then there's my baby! Robert well he's not gonna be a baby for much longer at the rate he's going! Already saying Dada, can sit with out support and he has been getting up on his knees and is about ready to crawl! I swear it feels like only yesterday that I had him! Time sure does fly!

Okay well I am off to bed, its really late and my oldest is going to have me up at the crack of dawn! Yay! not so much! LoL

Goodnight/Morning! =)

Frustrated!

Wow so I haven't even had my blog that long and I'm already ready to vent!
Everyone knows I love my husband more than words could say but sometimes I want to give him a swift kick right in the Gluteus maximus!
We were on the xbox playing Call of Duty when I asked did he want to watch some shows for a little bit He said yes but then proceeded to ask me if I wanted to play zombies I said sure why not, but I heard our 6 month old son awake so I said the baby is awake I'm going to go get him. So get the baby change his diaper, and ask my husband if he is ready to play he then says lets watch tv. So thats when my frustration set in and I said I just asked you if you wanted to do that you said yeah so I went to the dashboard then you asked to play Zombies so I went back to the game now you're saying you want to watch TV I could have started the show a long time ago but you said you wanted to play the game, he looked at me and said are you serious you're gonna get mad and proceeded to get up and go in our room, and now he is sleeping.
Okay well I wasn't mad, I was just frustrated. I probably wouldn't get that way if this wasn't something that happened on a daily basis! It's sooo frustrating! What makes everything so much more frustrating is the fact that he went in the room to go to sleep.
Everyday when he gets home from work all he ever does is change and then passes out for 90% of the night. Granted I know going to work at 5am and being on your feet the whole time your there is tiring BUT there's days when he gets home at 11am or 12pm I really don't feel like he should be sleeping. We hardly ever spend any time together during the week because of it, not to mention its starting to happen on the weekends now too.
 I really don't care if he spends time with me although I would like him to, but what I really want is for him to spend more time with his son!

Okay well I suppose I'll be done for now, I need to feed, bathe and get the baby in bed.

*New*

So I am completely new to this whole blogging experience. A friend of mines wife who I will consider a friend even though I haven't met her in person yet sadly =( saw a post of mine on facebook where I said I was tired of holding everything in and I was about to snap. She suggested that I start a blog so this way I had a way to vent and get my frustrations out. At first I was a little hestitant but after reading hers I thought I would give it a shot so HERE WE GO! lol Welcome to the crazy life of one Mrs. Keri Fardoulis! =)