Jealousy

So completely frustrated right now!! I was laying here with my husband and oldest son in our living room and my husband reached over to give me a hug and my son did the same and my husband nudged my son and told him I'm trying to give mommy hugs right now so of course I said I can share my hugs and hug you both at the same time I don't have to split my time with the two of you. So what does my husband do throws a fit like a child and sits up and says no that's fine and has not said q word to me in about an hour! It's completely rediculous a 24 year old man jealous of a 4 year old! Are you serious!? He swears up and down he's not and can't believe I would say that but what other way am I supposed to take that. It was rediculous from the get go. Not to mention how does he know my son was just trying to hug me maybe he was just trying to have a group hug. I constantly feel like he pushes my son away! Don't get me wrong he is amazing with him when he wants to but everyday he comes home he send him to his room to play so he can spend time with me and I just don't understand why he can't share the time it's rediculous and gets upset when I go into my sons room to spend time with him. I really don't get it! UHG! Sometimes I feel like it's because he's not biologically his but he gets so mad if I say stuff like that but I really can't come up with any other reason why he would be this way!


Okay well I'm going to go make some lunch, I'm starving.

Exhausted...

So I haven't been on in a while mainly because of the fact that I haven't really physically sat down in front of a computer.
Now that I have, I have spent the last 2 hours editing my blog layout and everything. So now I am completely exhausted!

So here's to catch up...
Me and Hubby are doing GREAT after my last post I couldn't hold it in anymore and I finally opened my mouth. We had a minor argument about it nothing major but we both got our point across. He hasn't been sleeping as much as he had been. He's just been taking about an hour nap at the most when he gets home, and since then we've been doing a lot more fun things. He's helped me make dinner, gone to the store, and we've even been down to the pool quite a few times to take the boys swimming.

I have my oldest son Aiden for my three weeks before I have to exchange him back with his biological dad. He has been absolutely amazing! He's helped me out so much with his brother, whether it be feeding him if I'm busy or just laying with him to keep him occupied. I couldn't have asked for a better big brother for Robert. I'm just so sad that he's getting so big, and independent!

Then there's my baby! Robert well he's not gonna be a baby for much longer at the rate he's going! Already saying Dada, can sit with out support and he has been getting up on his knees and is about ready to crawl! I swear it feels like only yesterday that I had him! Time sure does fly!

Okay well I am off to bed, its really late and my oldest is going to have me up at the crack of dawn! Yay! not so much! LoL

Goodnight/Morning! =)